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~*. My Entries .*~
Here are some of my poems ive written
The Mourn of Heartbreak
written by Derek La Salle
In life there will only be sorrow
Sorrow, sorrow like sounds of a lonely wind
Blowing in the cold air of winter
Sorrow like the darkness of night
and only the moon to give it dim light
Ah, a heartbreak that feels just like the cold wind
and happiness is only an illusion
An illusion slowly melting away
Like the wax on a candle
But death ah, death is an escape
Escape from the infinite pain you have caused me
They say that if we commit sins in life
Then we go to hell
Ah, But no
Hell is life here on earth
Created by our own feelings and sorrow
Only when we die do we escape from this hell
Only in death will my soul be set free
Set free from pain and misery
Even when im gone, gone from this world
My spirit will still be on the other side
and will still love you unconditionally
Ah, but now I feel I have lost my soul temporarily
My thoughts are no longer clear
I cannot concentrate on who I want to be
Only have I been thinking of you
The only thing left for me here is a piano
I sit in the dark lonely surroundings
Playing the piano, playing a very sad tune
and each note I play sounds very beautiful
Just like the sound of my heart breaking
Each tear is like a drop of blood
Ah, life slowly slips away from me with each drop
Theres no more to say
In the graveyard my body shall lay
and my soul set free
From my death caused by my own sorrow
Because of your coldness
Autumn and Winter's Sorrow
written by Derek La Salle
My thoughts are cold ice
No longer have feelings
I used to love you
But those thoughts are only memories
Gone like the leaves fallen in beautiful autumn
The snow begins to fall
You keep those memories stored away
Yet remembering slowly fades away
Fading water evaporating into the air no longer existing
The memories gone
Winter has come
The falling snow surrounds you
That snow is like my feelings for you now
Cold and fallen
Love that used to take place
Is forever gone
and now replaced
By someone else
Leaving you nothing but the fallen snow
Moonlight In the Sky
written by Derek La Salle
Moonlight in the sky
Glowing about the trees
Sitting up on a hill
With my hands upon me knees
I stare up at the moon and think for a while
The moon is you, far away
Want to travel there
But only here i can stay
Down here is very dark
But the moon is bright
Describing you and I
I'm deprived of happiness
Wanting to be with you
So you can make me smile
Depression stabs my heart like a knife
Sending me into shock
I can no longer speak
Only listen to the quiet sounds of the moonlight
Making me weak
Want this night to end
No longer want feelings of sorrow
That the night will send
I stare at the stream in front of me
My thoughts are like that stream
Flowing quickly, never ending
Staring into the water
Only seeing myself in the reflection
Starry night
By Derek La Salle
Starry night oh so bright
Fills the sky up with light
I tremble at this wonderful sight
Fills my heart with delight
Looking up it feels so right
I would do anything to stay here
With no fear
Staring up at the sky
How I wish I could fly
The night that is so bright with light
Is not gloomy, is not desolate
Makes me feel no hate
Oh, this poem with beautiful words I state
With a faultless rhyme
Shall make this night last forever
Throughout the ends of time
These lights that sparkle and shine
Oh how I wish they were only mine
To have for eternity
Spirits of Despair
By Derek La Salle
Surrounded by the cold misty fog
I observe this place in the night
Haunted by spirits of despair
This place that holds only darkness and fear
Exists there no light
The crying sounds of lost souls that I hear
I have for them no sight
I can only hear their chilling screams
That fill me up with fright
I see them in my dreams
These souls of which had lives
That they had once lived
But now to the spirit world which they are led
Living in the world of which we cannot see
They have no flesh
For they are pure white orbs
Floating above their tombstone
I can still hear their sorrowful moan
The life unfinished and now diminished
Into the realm of the unknown
No longer need for breath
For this is the place of death
Metaphor of depression
by Derek La Salle
the tree that casts a dark shadow over me
holds a sense of dreariness
that I can sense, but cannot see
lost in a forest of loneliness that lasts forever
cant find a way out
it has no voice it has no sound
for it cannot sing it cannot shout
as it sits here in the ground
feelings of love that do not exist
are surrounded by foggy white mist
for it has no heart of which it can feel
These words i speak that are oh so real
will be the fate that it will seal
for it has no eyes for it to see
standing before a door
but with no key
its emotions forever locked away
cannot come back for another day
enless uncaring cannot be set free
stuck in the ground for enless years
it cannot cry for it has no tears
the emtiness throughout its life has no cheer
and death it does not fear
True Love
written by Derek LaSalle
river of flowing water running forever
that is an endless cycle
water evaporates into air
and rains down becoming water again
There is really no difference
between the water and my love for you
flowers blooming in the season of pure bright color
are feelings of love
that come from high above
fly through the air
like a dove
true love is always rare
but with you true love i share
you are the only one of that i care
wanting us to last forever until we die
the thought of being without you
makes me want to cry
and makes me feel blue
forever my heart belongs to you
and my soul
after time my love for you grew
because of my heart you stole
a tree cannot live without soil
as i cannot live without you
and to you i will always be loyal
now that were together
no longer compassion i hide
want to stay here forever
being by your side
forgetting my pride
loving you forever and always
until the end of our days
Given Up
By Derek LaSalle
Finding something that makes us happy
comes to an end
why must we suffer?
why must the most beautiful rose
that blooms in spring
eventually die?
why do i even try
to find happiness
that will only end in a bloody mess
My eyes bloodshot from stress
Cant take it anyomore
just pull the trigger
because the hurt is only getting bigger
hearts dont heal
when broken too many times
hope dies, no more tries
the pain, it irritates me
a bird with a broken wing
can no longer fly through those skies
without flight it wont survive
now a dead bird surrounded by hungry flies
and all thats left is it's dead bones
to rot in the ground
emptiness can only be found
bloodsucking mosquitos
leave itchy red marks
smack them and there will always be more to come
the most hurtful things in life
are always here to stay
killing me slowly
day by day
it's pointless to pray
fate will always be reality
Im a fool, that ive tried to be good
only to realize that destiny is cruel
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